it’s true, it has, and i’ve been going over reasons, thoughts and phrases in my head. trying to put something together that keeps me together. but it won’t happen. i’ll fall apart in the end, we all know it including me. so i try not to deny it anymore, and accept it’ll happen. so i’m going to try to be happy for as long as i can, and take things with a grain of salt. look towards the future but just live in the present, not plan things, not hope things will work out, trust that if they are going to, they will.
i’m not a creator of my own will, but i do hold certain powers over this life. i guess i’ll be sitting here, waiting to see what happens. to all those concerned about me, i love you all, and don’t worry. let me make a few of my own fucked up decisions, i deserve that on occaison.
this is your captain speaking. take off in 4.
L
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